Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Enough!!

Right, I've just been dragged out of my funk.

I'm fed up with this bullshit, so I'm just taking control and CHOOSING to be who I want to be ....regardless of the fact that the loudest voice in my head right now is telling me that what I want is to lie around feeling miserable. That voice is quite obviously not the slightest bit sane, so I'm going to go right ahead and ignore it.

Arguing with it isn't working - possibly because arguing involves a lot of negative words. No, not, don't, can't, isn't.... I can't do that, I don't want to be this, I'm not going there because...

Thanks to the beautiful Shelley, who not only posted something today that really hit home, but also took the time to email me with some kind and helpful words (xoxo to you, Miss Shelley!), I'm fighting back with POSITIVE words and thoughts.

Bugger what I don't want, what I do want is the important thing.

I WANT:

• To be strong and fit
• To be lean and healthy
• To enjoy my training and good nutrition
• To be a role model
• To be happy and content with myself and my life

So, I guess it's up to me then. Little Miss Fricken Sunshine, my arse! THIS is who I want to be:

4 comments:

ss2306 said...

Whooooaaaaaaaaaa Mumma. That got me ALL FIRED UP!! I'm standing in line to do those chin-ups too! You go girlfriend.

linda said...

It takes time to get back on an even keel kerryn- but time does help. You'll get your mojo back x

Annie@A View On Design said...

there's good days and bad days - keep up the positive reinforcement!

Rebecca said...

Hope things start to turn around for you. Time to kick some serious butt! It will all fall into place soon :)

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